Occupy The Infinite, For This Is My Own

Melanie. 17. I love men, and women are ok too. Not saying I'm Bi, because I'm not. But sometimes, I can't deal with women. And men can be assholes. People suck. BUT ONLY SOMETIMES. There's always exceptions, but stereotypes were made for a reason. I love Christmas, but it's depressing taking down all of the decorations in January. I love theatre, but I'm not a proffessional actress. I wish I knew how to do girl things like braiding hair and doing makeup, but I play xbox and write instead. Double standards suck, even though I'm just as hypocritical as the next one. I love friends and family, but I hate friends and family. I'm terrified of being alone, and yet it's soothing at night. I vent on here sometimes..sorry if it sounds like I'm out for sympathy, but I'm not. Just getting it out on a blog not on a person, cause drama sucks and people have their own shit to deal with.

I believe that we should all live life as if each day was our last. I don't stick to that, but I like to abide by it every once and a while.

I do abide by my motto: Stay Sexy...or Classy...or some shit.

I've lost, and I have gained.

There are two sides to every story.

I can't not act like a kid sometimes. Peter Pan it up:)

“...and there I suddenly found my articulate self in a dazzling land of smiling, jostling people wearing and not wearing all sorts of costumes and doing all sorts of clever things. And that's when I knew! What other life could there be but that of an actor?”-Cary Grant